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27 January 2012

You are still Nahawand



With every note and every beat and every whim and every intonation and every bit of hopeless passion.  You are still Nahawand, in every sigh of pain and tinkling tear that draws her path on your loving face and every agony that you go through, taking me with you, willing or not.

And so will you forever be in every note of this most glorious of scales, most alive, most passionate, most desperate, as he and I.  Whenever he is played, it is you he carries, and he will forever only carry you to me, and to me only, whether we both like it or not.

For whenever I miss you, I shall only have to go as far as listening to your heart beats in a place where he is played, which is everywhere.  For whenever I want to touch you, all I have to do is pick-up the Oud or dance my fingers on a keyboard and you will be there.  In a place most secret, most sacred.  In a place most cherished.  In the only place where you exist outside of my desperate heart.  In Nahawand.

QED.

14 January 2012

In the name of L O V E
Ridiculous notion, that of love, and here's why: humanity kills in the name of love; I will love you to destruction !! I love you, because Jesus is love, so I'll bomb you out of existence, with all my love !!
And I wouldn't even know where to begin debating when it comes to the Jews, the Muslims and every other "God" "Loving" creature out there.  At least the white-supremest-anglo-saxo-roman form of Christianity is easy to discredit in this regards, for contradictions are all around.

Now superimpose this on an entire species that wants to live with all the above contradictions, and calls it, well L O V E !!.  I'll stab you with love, and hate you with love, and kill you with love, oh .. and I'll fuck you in every way, shape and form possible so lovingly, that in the end, they'll be nothing left of your remains, I love you !!

How much more ridiculous can the notion get?! well, there is one, last, final and ultimate level:  those stupid enough, gullible enough, daring enough, mad enough and hopeless enough to believe in it all, take it all, thrive on it all, and toss it all on a whim, on a smile, on moments when time stopped, and nothing filled the silence but the beats of hearts racing out of the time-space continuum jail .. when you thought she loved you.

QED.